Dangerously Mental

2006-01-11T05:07:00.000-08:00

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ATTENTION!!
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hi!!wats up guys??haha..i know.its been ages i never update my blog.AGES??lol.Just kidding.I think is about 2 month i never update??.i think.lol.Since Pei Pei want me to update my blog,SO I DID NOW!!.ok pei pei??lol.Sorry.Sec three life is normal...I THINK!.Just a lil bit stress and i hate my class.just that.but now,im not concentrating too much in studying but instead DANCEWORK!!!2006!!!.Yup!,it is a inter-competition against other school who participate.I cant concentrating Two things at one.TOO HARD FOR ME!.well,now i concentrate more to dance as we want to win for our school!,our beloved Teacher Mdm hasnah and also too be strong in our team,LEGAL ADDICTIONZ!.so,ATTENTION WEST SPRING STUDENTS,COME AND SUPPORT US,LOST UR VOICE,LOST UR ENERGY TO SUPPORT US!IS WORTH IT!...LETS GO!

2006-01-04T01:32:00.000-08:00

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REGRETING FOR JOINING 3F.....AHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I hate this!i hate my life now!i gonna die sitting on that class!.the nightmares still havent gone yet.Still wondering in my mind!.SHIT!.How i gonna make it through my sec 3 life????HOW!!!!!?????

I should follow what my sister said..i should take geography instead of history so that i will be joining with the sec 3E.But now,tooooooo late to regret.The fact is i decided i wanted to take Geography when i was Sec 3 as people said is much easier than history.BUT stupid me!.i choose history!.Now,i will regret my sec 3,4 and maybe 5 life memorising those long stories.After then,by the time i was sec 4,i oredi memorise the whole world history.lol.haiz!.wat to do??i wanted to be with my frens who took history.so thats the way i want,thats the way i get it..Get it?lol.but not only that.My class Is FULL and let me tell you IS FULLL!!! of hooligans and gangster that i cant take it.What if they bully,hurt me badly???AH!!!.im scared.Well,i wish i could change school..help me!.firstly,with the "v" boys who DEFINETLY made our class miserable.Then,The M**** guys who i cant hang around with coz they are rough and bully type of people.then who i gonna mix with??the only choice i have is the girls!.my best frens nafisah and natasya but i can be with them the whole time.i need to hang around with the guys too right?.Well,i just have to fit in...haiz...and guess wad.During the chemistry class.IM ALONE.i have no frens at all!!!reali!!!!.nafisah and natasya is biology students while im a chemistry students.So im alone!.i have no one to talk to ..but actuali thats good in some way coz i can concentrate more as i have no frens,i can be more attention in class instead..hmmm..hope it works..And i reaaalliii reaaallllii wish and hope that MR Lau approve my sitting arrangement.Well,we gonna be with other frens even me!.i pray to god that i hope and wish we sitting in the position where i put them in..AMIN...i hope that i get slimmer than now.im still not satisfied yet.Im not crazy.i just want to be safe.Hope..god will listen to this and read and help me..AMIN.Thanz god!Love you.Amin

2005-12-31T04:54:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL MY FRENS OUT THERE...MAY YOUR PLEASANT JOURNEY AWAITS YOU!!!....

Picture edited by:Muhammad raizal/flaming text/publisher
Words edited by:Poem from Frankie johns/Muhammad raizal

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2005-12-30T23:10:00.000-08:00

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Hi guys!!..im back!..lol..hahaha...as u all notice i change the the picture(right).I want to make it more dramatic and scary.So i added green background to suit with the gree-glowing words and the tables.so is basically,is black and green..hahaha...well,those two are my most favourite colour.lol.Oh ya!,the song also put in more "dramatical Action"in this blog.OK to be honest,yar is true that this blog is plain because of the background colour is black ONLY.Well,there is a reason why i do that.Firstly,I want to make it simple and not to colourful.And for you information,i made this blog by MYSELF and also i dont go to blogskins or any other website to so called"steal" their skins.And secondly,the black background added more effect instead.it gives me more Drama on it instead of using whole white!.and also the reason is black is my favourite colour.Why??coz black means Strength.....Strength to hold....And why i choose green??green is passion that lies beneath my soul...(mostly edited by:Paradox941)and green put more effect in the blog made it more scarier..dont u think????lol.

Btw,today is NEW YEAR EVE!!..hahaha..alot of people talking about his.but unfortunetly,i have to stay at home instead coz i cant go anywhere.My parents went to malaysia yeasterday and be back by tommorrow and my brother and sis are going to countdown.Well,they actuali invite me but i very lazy.lol.And then,i better stay at home watching televisyen while my bother,sis,uncle are going out and be back at morning.HOME ALONE AT LAST..hahaha...whatever is it..i just want to wish all my frens a HAPPY NEW YEAR and hope to have a pleasant journey awaits for you...Bye...chaows!

2005-12-30T08:06:00.000-08:00

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Guess who???
tell me who??
who is that person??
me???
person???
My lover???
my mum??
my brother??
my sister??
My sister boyfriend??
My brother fren???

One of this answer is true...but u have to guess..be more realistic...be more logical...be more clever and intelligent..some of the answer is OBVIOUSLY wrong and only ONE answer is right....If u guess correctly..I will be suprising you...just tag my blog and give the answer....chaows!
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2005-12-30T03:21:00.000-08:00

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BROKEN INTO PIECES!
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Why this happening to me????Why Cant I be Normal like others????Everthing Hurts me Badly.WHY??!!!Everthing is broken into Pieces!!!!Why i only the one who fix it???Everything seem wrong!!!!!!!
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I love you
i love you
I LOVE YOU!!!!!
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I been carrying the weight on my shoulder
all the times
our Crisis made me looks older
You made me Dream
Another you
who never
Never leave me alone
to pick up the pieces
But why u have to go??
Tell me the truth
did u ever love me!!!
these are
The confession of My own Heart!!!!!!!!!
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I dont noe u
But i still want u
in my life
forever
i waiting for my postman to give me
your letters
i waiting for my god
to make me feel better
im broken but im still hoping
i am crying
apart of me is dying
this is all
the confession of my own heart!!!

TO BE CONTINUE.....

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2005-12-28T05:13:00.000-08:00

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DANCEWORKS 2006
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YO!!!wassup!!!!wassupbi!!!!lol.Okay,Just here to update my blog.I dont want to bore my costumer right??.Okay,hmmmm,Right!Dancework 2006.well,i really Desperately need dancers from west srping secondary school.we only have 4 members in our team so we need other 4 more.If u interested and keen,Just tag me or msg me.Orite??okay!..so guys from lil bratz!..I need to complaint something,not to hurt somebody but in my opinion..Yuan long AKA Ah long object for performing dancework due to his reasonable reason.So we have only 5 in lil bratz.Since sufiyana AKA fyfy have no commitments in dance these days even though she can dance well.So,we thought that she is not in anymore.So we have 4 now.Is ME,nasri,Azlin,melissa.To this 4 members..we really need to work together.We r the senior and to train the juniors.We must have 101% percent commitment,effort and time.so starting next year,the first week of school,WE MUST PRACTICE!.orite?okay!.then,we need a orignal theme.Well,i thought of artistik theme.Like drama combine to dance and form a show.So we too need ideas from drama too for those in drama team.And i really have to confess this that,We cant do all the way HIP HOP DANCE ONLY!!!!!..we need some variety of dance like Reggae,sexy,and anything that called dance.If some of u dont like,then u jolly well leave the team coz we think that u not capable of becoming a dancer and consious about ur own body....sorry!..orite?okay!..and these days,we always needed help from Michelle.Now,wat i think is to become more independent and create our own dance steps.If some of u don like it then,CONFESS TO ME NOW!...i dont mind...And we heard complaints from other that melissa from lil bratz cant reach the expectations unlike the other members.They even said not to include her in the perfomance.Sorry ladies and gentlemen,we try to solve the problem...Now, these are the comments from "other" that they give me

AZLIN=Most oustanding female dancers in Lil bratz.But need to work a lil more to sharp those dance steps.Not that full commitment though.Nicely perform in every performances...

NASRI=Have full commitment in dance.Always grab chances to dance in everywhere.Not ashame of himself while dancing.he gave his best in every dance.Creative and simple.But need to work some edges in dance....Good luck!

RAIZAL=Have full commitment in dance.Love to dance in any variety type of dance.Well Great in dancing but need to be firm sometimes.Being creative but sometimes being too creative.Outstanding dance in every show...

Melissa=Have full interest in dance.Still need to work in some dance but she keen of doing everything that have to do in dance.....

this comments REALLY dont made up from me..this comments from people who watch our performance.so guys take note and work hard!....CHAOW!!!!

2005-12-26T02:07:00.000-08:00

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MIRACLE DO HAPPENS
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How beautiful the rain is.Cant stop staring.Is so beautiful,romantic,peaceful and silent.Well,i thinking about my life.Time that fly by so fast and then i recap about my memories this year.My happiness,My sadness and my love ones.But all the memories soon will fade.Just Me and the new world that will happen next year.I wish that Miracle do happen on me.Magic,can change everything.Wishes,do come true sometimes.If i have My One last wish,I wish that Time Stops.Well,i wish that becoz i just miss those days that i have.My beautiful smile lights up the room,My sadness touch people feelings,My love ones that i love so much.Just that the memories is so enjoyable to think of.Wish that time will fly back..hahaha..stupid wish..it will not come true..haiz..I just regret that i dont spend much time yet.What if next year i gone???i would miss everthing....My family my frens and my world.Well,Miracle do happen to all of us once in the while.Hope My miracle soon arrive..hmmm..Still raining...Wish to see this rain again......
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2005-12-22T04:23:00.000-08:00

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BEING CHINESE??????(something extra that are special)
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"Hello boy ar!!You chinese arh???"..."no..sorry.."...and again NO!!!!...sorry to said this but it driving me to the grave!.I cant stand it...ARH!!!!...Well,people always mistaken me from a chinese boy.Yar,is true that i have chinese blood and i look like chinese.but i can speak chinese at all.Everytyme a chinese lady came up to me and started to speaked chinese.Obviously,i will said HUH????....Actually,My grandmother is a PURE chinese.Then,She been adopted by a malay family and raised by there.Now,in my family.My dad was a half chinese so is my mum.My brother doesnt look much like chinese due to his skin colour..(Brown)..While my sis and me look like chinese.SO MUCH ABOUT CHINESE!...hahaha...but sometimes,i glad that i have this kind of problems...coz..To me,is a something extra that are special.....

2005-12-21T03:01:00.000-08:00

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POEM FOR MY MUM....
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I think my mum is really ace,
If i'm ever bad,she puts me in my place
I cant imagine life without her there,
As who would i talk to?who would i care??

She's ever so nice when im around
Her personality suits me to the ground
i hope she'll always be my friend,
Otherwise my world would come to the end

A wonderful mother.....
God made a wonderful mother,
A mother who never grows old
he made her smile of the sunshine
and he moulded her heart of pune gold
In her eyes,He placed bright shining
Stars,in her cheeks fair rose you see,
God made a wonderful mother
and he gave that dear mother to me....

My mum is wonderful,
Cheerful,joyful and very helpful
I may be an earful
i may be a handful
But most of all
I am very very grateful.......
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2005-12-20T04:34:00.000-08:00

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Disasterous Jealousy?????????

Yes!Im proud about myself.I been trying hard to archieve my goals and at last,I archieved it.Yar!from 96kg to 75 kg....Whoa!!..Yup!im happy!!but im not that totally happy though.Well,This "lady" or i can i call a "Mean Bitch" are SO jealous about me..After,My fren Saw that i lose weight.She getting more and more!!!jealous about me!!...Is preetty obvious....ok to be honest!i hate u even though i "act" good infront of you.I heard fromm someone that she even do ??? push up per day!!...NUTS!..and there also....so called "Magic" that can make ur tummy flat by not exercising but instead "rubbing it"..confused???MEE TOO!!!!.....she starting diet....just like me...KPO!....and The Shocking Part is....She even have that guts to tell me to stop dieting..!!!wat the @@@@!!!...Wat is the problem of me dieting????is it wrong????STUPID!!!....and wad have to do with her..even im diet...U just mind ur OWNSELF BITCH!.....i noe..u just simply jealous abt me...3 words!!! bring it on!!!!

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2005-12-19T19:42:00.000-08:00

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Guess wat???

hi guys!!!...well,im back!!..hahaha..im bored at home doing ntg.So wahy Shouldnt I post here instead of sitting in the crouch doing ntg..Btw,GUESS WAT????I have a pet name BoBo..while actuali my sister name that..hahaha..Is a rabbit..still a baby..well,i thought rabbit like to bite people..but,im wrong..rabbit dont bite you if they know.So u have to seldom play with him.Bobo is SOOOOOOO cute!!..hahaha but VERY naughty little rabbit..like to run there and here...hahahah
Well,school open just around the corner...haiz...so boring...i cant believe i in the same class with those Chinese guys...I think my class have only a few malays...haiz...feel like not going to school actuali but i must...is a must for me btw....so...untill here!!..see u guys later..chows!!!
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2005-12-19T03:23:00.000-08:00

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cintai tidak pernah mencintai ku....
Aku berada di suasana yg bergelapan,
penuh dengan perasaan
yg tidak boleh ku tahan,
aku berasa tiada seseorang
yg mengetahui perasaan ku ini,
Apakah guna bercinta
tetapi tiada yg boleh menilainya?!
Bagaimana Perasaan ku ini,
Gembira?
Beruntung??
Ikhlas???
TIDAK!!!
Aku sekarang berada
di minda yg sedang bergelora
memikir tentang kehidupan ku ini
memikir keluargaku
kawanku
perasaanku
Kegembiraan ku!!
Manakah Sempatimu kepada ku??
Kau tinggalkan ku keseorangan
di tempat yg sama
di suasana yg sama
berkeliling dengan cinta yg mati
aku berasa takut
sedih,
marah,terhadap mu
kenapa?Mengapa?siapa?bagaimana?macam mana??
engkau cuma memikirkan perasaan kau sahaja
tinggalkan perasaan yg telah dikotori mu
kau memang harimau,buaya!
buaya tanpa memberi kekasihnya
dengan penuh kasih sayang,
Pergi!
Pergi!
pergi dari dunia ku
hidupku!pergi dari suasana ini!
...cinta
telah memberitahu ku
cinta yg buta
cinta yg sejati
cinta yg tidak pernah dinilai
aku tahu
cintai tidak pernah mencintaiku!!!
cinta telah pun menembus hati ku yg sudah terluka
dari seseorang
yg ku sayang
aku berasa.....
inilah terakhir cinta kita bertemu,
selamat tingal kekasih,cinta lama ku....
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2005-12-19T01:32:00.000-08:00

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hi readers...

just posting..so boring..hahha...btw...tag ok???dont tag...i will find u and stabb u!!!!hahaha
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2005-12-19T01:28:00.000-08:00

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hi readers!!!

welcome to my blog..Well,this is new and fresh one..Hope u guys like it...so..enjoy!!!!!
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